I have not been ignoring the blog on purpose, nor do I have a lack of subjects to speak about. As all of you know, there are TONS of Uncle Richard stories. Honestly, I am going through a MAJOR life change, and my time is consumed by it. I am, in fact, GETTING INTO SHAPE. I started Weight Watchers on January 5th, and my life has changed for the better. Robert and I have lost A LOT of weight in 1 1/2 months. We are running (YES, ME RUNNING!), lifting weights, walking, dancing, etc. My energy level is through the roof, my breathing is smooth when I run, and my body doesn't hurt anymore!! I wish I had done this a long time ago, but that is the past, and I am a new healthier person now. Robert has been with me every step of the way, pushing and pulling me along the way when I need it.
Now to the dreams: Last night I had very vivid dreams about seeing Uncle Richard. I was there at the house with him, of course, I was worried about him being comfortable, but I don't recall him talking to me, just resting a lot. There have been several things lately that have made me feel close to him. I have a wind chime outside of my window that I put there a year ago. I put one outside of his bedroom window at Aunt Bessie's house. It was to be our "way to communicate" with each other without having to call when/if the time came that we couldn't speak on the phone. It was chiming like crazy this weekend!! It was like he was saying, "Run, Shannon Run!! I am so proud of you!!!" Uncle Richard was such a healthy person, that I can only imagine that he is excited about my lifestyle change.
Last night we were watching TV and these guys were "flying" in "flying squirrel suits" then using parachutes at the very end before landing. I could imagine Uncle Richard doing this!! He had such a lust for life, love of the outdoors, and sense of adventure! I miss that! I miss him! I think of him every day and pray that I am making him proud!
I am going to the children's camp for hospice this weekend as a volunteer. Uncle Richard made the "nest" for the memorial service for 3 years. They were beautiful. I know I will feel him there!
Uncle Richard, come visit me again through the wind chimes and in my dreams, but stay a while and talk to me next time!! Much Love, Shannon
