Sunday, September 30, 2012

Set Free

(This picture was taken in 2006, 1 month after Cody passed away. She loved sitting under the Christmas tree.)

She is at peace, with Uncle Richard, Cody and the rest of the loved Outlaw pets.  We took her to the bay, where she sat in the water, tried to chew on some oyster shells, and was relaxed.  The vet and the staff were so sweet.  She was peaceful. She yawned and went to sleep........ 

Saturday, September 29, 2012

The Weekend to be Set Free

Letter to Uncle Richard:

Uncle Richard,
Get to the magnolia tree.  The beautiful Beta male that you raised for me and Robert has passed on.  I guess you need to bring a bowl.  As you know, the girl Betas and the baby beta went a few months back, so hopefully they can all swim together and not fight now.  I had a feeling that he was getting ready to go, I just wish he had picked another weekend.  Stay at the magnolia because tomorrow is going to be a busy day for you.  Bring Cody with you.  Her best friend is on her way, and they can run together again on the beaches of Heaven.  I am only loaning them to you for the time being.  Hold them, hug them, kiss them,  love them and tell them that I love them and I am sorry for anything  that I have ever done wrong.   They were all I had in my life for many years, and they kept me smiling and going.  I find peace in the fact that they can both see, hear, run, and chase squirrels and birds together!  I can imagine the jumping, playing and little white nub tails wagging.
Love, Shannon
9/29/2012

Saturday, September 15, 2012

A Story Worth Repeating.

**....but first an update:  Josie the 20 year old Jack Russell is still living.  She changed her mind and decided to hang around a while longer.  My 17 year old Jack Russell Pippin has decided to hang around too.

I was just reading a post by Alexandria on Facebook and I shared a story with her that I need to share here.  This is a story about Mama learning to text.
When Uncle Richard found out he had cancer, I made the decision to fly home as much as possible to spend time with him, and hopefully help his time on Earth to be more peaceful and pain free.  Thank goodness I have a very understanding husband, who supported my decision 100% and even went with me so we could spend our 2nd anniversary with Uncle Richard.
For the last few years, I have been texting Mama to fill her in on information quickly, knowing that she did not have the ability to text me back due to not having a text plan on her cell phone.  Dana and I decided to fly home July 4th weekend 2011, which would turn out to be our last visit with Uncle Richard before he passed away.  We knew in our hearts that we were going to say "Goodbye" and to try to bring our hospice knowledge to help him have peace and comfort.  I have always been concerned about making connections and being late when flying during important times, because it has happened to me so many times.  I got to TPA early and the day was a flawless day to fly, and the flight was running on time.  I decided to text Mama and let her know, so I sent her a message, "At the airport, everything is running on time.  Will text when we are taking off."  Suddenly I got the response "Ok."  So I wrote back, "Oooooo!  Look at Mama texting!"  So she replied, "Got a new toy (phone)."   I was thrilled and surprised.  When I got on the plane and got seated there was the most RANK smell (maybe the baby in front of me, or the old person behind me) so I wrote: "On the plane, taking off, somebody either farted or shit themselves."   No response.  When Dana and I got to Jackson, we hugged Mama and Daddy, teared up because of our reason for the visit, and headed to the car.  When we got in the car, Mama said, "We have something to tell you."  My heart sank.  I thought we were too late, like we had been when Granddad passed away, but instead she said, " Look at my new phone.  I just got it today.  Shannon, when you text me, I was learning to text IN THE CELL PHONE STORE that Mr. Creetmore owns.  We were talking to the sales lady about how we have know the Creetmores for a long time, and she told me that she was looking for a good Christian school with good Christian people for her son to attend.  She put my cell phone screen on the big screen TV to teach me to text.  That is when you sent the text "Somebody either farted or shit themselves."  There were a lot of people in there, and the security guard cracked up.  Your Daddy looked up and said, "We didn't raise our kids like this."   We all laughed until we cried!!  I had embarrassed my parents.  It was a perfectly placed laugh that could not have been planned any better.  I have a feeling that prank-pulling Nannie Fran had something to do with that!!!  I have so much of her personality in me, that it is scarey!!  I am so glad I didn't text anything worse than that!
Dana and I had a wonderfully blessed visit with Uncle Richard.  He was so peaceful and we said our goodbyes. I wouldn't change our time together for anything, I only wish there was more of it!   I miss him every day and love him more every day.  He brought so many laughs to our family and made our lives and our family so much more colorful! 


Shannon Outlaw-Kimsey  9/15/12